Processing No. 001

i am trying to find meaning within these fibers of fabric and pine but i honestly created this out of anger. anger that i have towards you. it’s been months and you continue to piss me the fuck off with your pathetic victim mentality, manipulative tactics and how good you are at intertwining people into your bullshit and feeling sorry for you.

i don’t hate you because you aren’t worth that level of energy from me. i would call you a leech, but even they are beneficial. i’m angry i made this piece out of these emotions when you aren’t worth my breath of anger. 

you aggravate me to my soul, but you remind me that i am alive and able to feel the full spectrum of emotions. you have reopened and deeply cut my wounds… but i find scars beautiful.